Posted by: birdsandsquirrels | June 4, 2008

positive thoughts?

Last night I made S talk to my belly, urging the clump of cells (if there is one) to stay put and kick back for nine months. We are both pessimists by nature, and I struggle with that. I know that people say there is power in positive thinking, and I’ve tried this cycle to visualize my uterus as a pink, lush, inviting home for a baby, and I can, for about ten seconds before thinking ‘this is bullshit’ and moving my unfocused brain onto other things. Am I royally fucking up by not thinking positively?

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